How can I expect me to be me when I’m shattering into a million fragments. Even if I could be put together again, will I be the same. Missing pieces will forever be lost pieces. Even if, and when, I were to be me again, would I be me. Or would it be the me that was lost in the first place. Or ….on second thought…the me that will be never found again. Hmm?
And so begins the start of a celebration
although we should make everyday
February was one heck of a month!
I bought a domain….
Eagles won the Superbowl…
Celebrated birthdays and marriage anniversaries. It was short but fully packed 😊
Onward to March!
After what seemed like forever, thunder, dragging his feet, roamed off to somewhere distant, roaring and calling. And just like that, the clouds parted and let the sun peek through, as her light caressed everything she touched.
》》》 I don’t know why it took me so long to post this. It was just lying in my drafts folder for 1.5 years. Maybe I wanted to add to it more or maybe I just didn’t have the time to post it. Well…it’s here now. Maybe, just as this poem depicts, we’ll get a break from this dreary rain and see some sun this weekend 😊.
Starting my postcrossing experience. Why didn’t anyone tell me of this before? . This one is on its way to Germany 🙂
- listen to music ✿♬ﾟ+.(｡◡‿◡)♪.+ﾟ♬✿。
- read a book
- write down about my day _〆(･･ )♪
- drink tea/coffee
- take a nap （⌒▽⌒）
- Coins/money of different countries of the world
- Rocks/pebbles (I really like the smooth ones. If it feels nice, I’ll often times keep it in my pocket to calm my nerves whenever I need it.)
- Marbles ( I don’t really collect them as mush anymore, but I do still have a collection.
- Stickers, of course!
- Washi Tape (my new favorite)
- Pens (I recently received some new ones from my cousin in Bangladesh. They are Matador’s i-teen ballpoint water/oil gel pens. And they are superb! I fell in love with them when I visited Bangladesh last summer.)
- Pencils (Also a favorite. Plus did you know that there is a pencil haven in Manhattan, NYC? OMG, I can’t wait to visit that place. It’s called CW Enterprise and founded by Caroline Weaver. I was really excited before when I found out about it, but now I am even more excited because they have a special type of pencil that I have been looking for for a long time. It’s the HB Noris Un-Tipped Pencil –Staedtler. This pencil brings back many beautiful memories from my childhood in Bangladesh. Every time I visit Bangladesh, I always look for them. This past summer when I went, I was looking for a lot of stationary items such as oil pastels [which has another story of its own], pencils, pens, erasers, etc. My husband looked at me in awe when he saw how giddy I was just buying them. Unfortunately, in the past few years, the people of Bangladesh have started to use pens more than pencils 😦 ; so I was unable to find this specific type of pencil as well as the metal sharpeners.)
- Planners (Not really collect… but keep. I like to keep planners/journals because they showcase what I’ve done or what I’ve been through at any given time/moment. And sometimes it feels really nice to flip through them 🙂 ).
- Yu-Gi-OH cards (My brother’s going to hate me for this (^ワ^＝). I still have the cards we collected as kids. I never played with mine, I just liked collecting. But he was furious, and still is furious that a) I keep them despite not playing with them and b) I don’t give it back to him. In truth they were initially his cards, but after he received a new deck, I got his previous deck which contains Dark Magician, Summoned Skull, Mystical Elf, Mammoth Graveyard, and Kuriboh, just to name a few. )
ummm…this is going to be hard -__-
- helping others
- keeping a planner
- remembering birthdays [my husband always forgets mine (￣ ￣|||); but then again, he can’t remember anyone else’s either ┐(￣～￣)┌ ]
- staying organized (most of the time)
- being aesthetic
- keeping an open mind
- stepping into other’s shoes
- getting easily scared by even the littlest of things (like that one time my grandma came out of the laundry room and my heart skipped a few beats | ◯ ‸ ◯ |… Hey! In all fairness, she was wearing a white sari╏ ᓀ 〜 ᓂ ╏)