what is it about people that makes the letters coming out of my mouth trip and tumble. is it their masculinity, femininity, androgyny. is it the way they carry themselves or the way they hold your gaze, as if the longer they stare, the more they peer into your soul. time seems to stand still but in reality it is just hammering away at you to keep your pace up. so when someone says it’s okay slow down take your time my mind is trying to find a hundred ways to say the same phrase while my mouth, flustered, tries to gather the fallen letters and produce, somewhat, the original words. and when it does, sighing a “i did it” relief, they have the audacity to say i’m sorry i wasn’t paying attention what did you say. SIGH.
My mind sends its message
And my voice gallops,
Suddenly coming to a halt at my lips.
And it stops
unable to reach its full potential.
It stops at my lips
Because it’s terrified of your eyes,
It’s scared to be heard.
It falls short and just crumbles on my tongue,
Falling out in pieces.
SORT IT OUT
It’s like my mind is telling me
THE WORST IS ON ITS WAY